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Hello!
It's been quite a while since I wrote any journal entries to keep everyone up to date with some things. I had been hesitant in doing so, since I felt unready to explain the absence or the lowered amount of uploads. Now, I believe I know what I can say.

First of all, I am deeply sorry about not updating Bound by Fate. I have been continuously attempting to work on the next chapter page for so long. My motivation, admittedly, drops so quickly for it. I do wish to continue it, I honestly do. The story has been laid out, plans set on what would happen, all of that good stuff.
However, it has been incredibly rough. With constant migraines and a lot of personal matters getting in the way. Truth be told, I have been in a really bad spot for a couple of years. Depression, a 5 year relationship break up, personal family matters--it's been tough finding motivation for anything.

I do not know when I will get back to Bound by Fate. That's all I can really say. Every time I attempt to set a date to work on it, I fail and the vicious cycle repeats where I feel useless and absolutely terrible for not achieving anything meaningful. I do not want to quit on it. Absolutely not.
By the end of this July (from writing this journal), I am moving to a new place to live. Hopefully by then, I will have renewed passion for what I have once loved doing.

So, basically there will be random artworks here and there. Little things that are attempts to rekindle the artistic fire I once had. I, once again, apologize for having been so quiet about BbF. All those comments asking for it? I read everything. They were not ignored, but I hope this explains the situation.

Until then, have a great day everyone.
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Returning

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Having been absent with actually doing any of my projects, I'm determined to say that I am getting back to working on Bound by Fate again. Last month was impossible for me to sit down and get some sort of progress going on with it. With personal issues in my private life, mainly. However, things are looking much better this month. So, I will not have any excuse NOT to work on it.
Honestly, I'm excited. I've felt positively awful with the lack of work I put into it. It will be something to look forward to again for sure!

I also want to give thanks to all of those who were so understanding. It did help me not feel like a terrible person for not keeping up to date with putting out more pages to the series. (It is kind of difficult drawing every frame by myself. It's incredibly time consuming, yet very rewarding by the end of it.)
Thanks again, and have a wonderful day.

~Ammy
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Finally.

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With being so caught up with a job, housework, and playing Fates--I can finally say that I finished all three paths of Fire Emblem Fates, and  move on with pending projects that I have been wanting to get back to.
It will take some time, as I do need to work myself back into the groove of being artistic. I must say, the game was great. I enjoyed every moment of it. The story really kept my attention. Lovable characters too. Although, I have to admit that I like Conquest more than Birthright. Revelations was really nice. Gave a lot more to the story for sure. All that is left now is DLC.
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After working with my laptop, I discovered that there is actually nothing wrong with it. The problem was merely a faulty power outlet. So, nothing is on hiatus. Granted, my job does keep me away from actually working on it; but, at least I know for sure I can use my drawing tablet every chance I get.
Still cannot say exactly when the next BbF page will be out. But gosh dang it, it will be soon! I shall try my best!

Thanks so much for understanding!
~Ammy
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Everything is placed on hold again. Even after finally moving to a new home and adjusting to that. Dealing with some anxiety problems and having a job to work at.
When I finally had some down time to work on drawings, my laptop crashed. I am not happy with how long it is taking me to finish just one page of "Bound by Fate", however life is life. Constantly throwing things at you to deal with.
It is very upsetting. If I can get my laptop fixed, then everything would be okay again. Until then, it will be quiet from me for an unknown amount of time. At least, with the comic series that is.

My apologies for the inconvenience.
~Ammy
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